therapy

I want...

to learn how to sail,
to travel to Italy, France and the UK,
to stop being so afraid,
to cook a perfect creme brulee,
to be in love,
to live in the city,
to be a better writer,
to speak perfect French,
to be able to make hazelnut lattes from my own kitchen,
to get a tattoo,
to not let paranoia rule my life,
to have the best of both worlds,
to get published,
to go on a shopping spree in NYC, Paris, and Milan,
to live in a house where I can see the ocean and the mountains
from the same spot on my porch,
to be a kid again,
to be able to bite my tongue when I want to backlash at someone,
to stand up for myself more often,
to max out my passport,
to run in a marathon,
to do a cartwheel without hurting myself,
to find my destiny,
to be a part of something bigger than myself,
to give back to those who have helped me,
to be better at making commitments,
to wear my heart on my sleeve,
to get a job after graduation,
to have an internship this summer,
to know where my life is going to go,
to know the impossible,
to not regret things of my past,
to always feel the way I did when I was a kid on Christmas Day,
to spend more time with my sister and brothers,
passion,
to live for somebody else,
to win a trophy,
to not feel underestimated,
to never ever stop smiling,
to always have something to laugh about,


to never stop dreaming.